This post is for everybody who, day in and day out feel the pains and struggles of trying to do their best but feel they have fallen short again and again. I personaly have been working hard at waking up early and reading the scriptures. At times, when I am rushed I read them at the office before anyone shows up for work. This routine has gone on for about 3 weeks and has been working very well. Each day I read the scriptures and been saying honest heartfelt prayers. I have found that my day's would rn much more smooth than when I would not. So we all know that in life when all well and going great, a storm is about to hit. Well, at work we started a remodel of my store which took my office away. We also had thrown at us three trainings where we had to send my entire staff to Salt Lake for training which cuts the staff down in the store by 40% through out the month. I also had a training that started at 6am on Monday and Monday night they started the remodel which caused me having to be at the store at 7am the next morning all the while working to drive exceptional numbers. With all this happening I of coarse did not read or believe it or not, talk with the Lord for two day's. This may sound crazy but I didn't even think about it until Tuesday night when Amy says to me, so what are you guy's doing for Young Men's tonight. I looked at her and said, I honestly forgot about it. So many times in life we find ourselves caught up in our day to day struggles that we forget to turn to the one person who knows us better than ourselves; the Lord. We have all felt this struggle but it is tough to break out of the mindset to turn to our savior apposed to someone in the flesh. Not saying it is bad to turn to a close family member or a friend, however, I think we must remember that the Lord has lived and fully understand what we are going through. I was reading in the Doctrine and Covenants section 17 this morning which is a revelation given through the prophet Joseph in regards to the 3 witnesses seeing the record of the Book of Mormon. The lesson I pulled from the first verse of this section is that, you must rely on the words of the Lord with full purpose of heart. One cannot keep the commandments half-heartedly, or pray half-heartedly, or read the scriptures half-heartedly, we must read, study, pray, attend church, keep the commandments with our whole hearts. Now, remember we are imperfect, we are going to fail and fall. We then must repent with full pupose of heart and ask the Lord for help and strength to do these each and every day. I found that the last two day's I was split between early morning trainings, remodels, work struggles and more. What I forgot to do was communicate those troubles to my Heavenly Father. I could have told him, Father this morning I will not be able to read the scriptures but I promis I will read when I come home. This tells the Lord that we are thinking of him first but we just have a lot on our plate right now. So many times we put him off, not intentionally, but we do, we forget him and go about our struggles alone. This in turn drives a heavy heart and even depression at times. My prayer is that we can no longer put off the Lord, but do as King Benjamin advised in the book of Mosiah; For the natural man is an enemy to God, and has been from the fall of Adam, and will be, forever and ever, unless he yields to the enticings of the Holy Spirit, and putteth off the natural man and becometh a saint through the atonement of Christ the Lord, and becometh as a child, submissive, meek, humble, patient, full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict upon him, even as a child doth submit to his father. This Scriptures means more to me now that I have recognized my imperfections. Now that the Lord has instructed me, I feel more equipped to to turn to him and not the things of the world.

Tory Savage :)

References:

D&C 17:1
Mosiah 3:19